A little about me.....

A little about me...I'm the youngest child of 6....We are not a close family by any means of the word...If I never seen my family again...I would not be bothered...I have not been home in almost 4 years....Yes, that means I haven't seen my mom but again I'm not bothered...This may sound cruel and cold...but there is a reason for these feelings...I'm don't walk around wishing anymore that I was born to some other family...I have set the pain aside and dealt with it...The only person I say from my childhood that actually loved me was my dad...Bummer as we called each other...though my sister Chris was good to me, when she was mentally able to be...My farther died when I was 18.....there has not been a day that has gone by that I haven't missed him... As far as the rest of the family you will learn how I was picked on, abused and tormented by them....Again I'm not telling you this for pity or your sympathy...It is my hopes to help someone who is not in a good place because of the abuse endured by the hands of someone that was suppose to love them and protect them...